Why I always ask "yah, masa cuma gitu doang bisanya"?

Assalamualiakum. Hai :)
The last day of April 2013.
Long time no posting ya? :| Just wanna write in the middle of my (bored) time arranging my bahasa task, karya tulis.

Akhir-akhir ini, mmm... ga akhir-akhir ini juga. I often think, "Who I am? What have i done? What i do for? Who will I am?" It sucks me! I'm gonna 16 years old but what have I done? I don't give anything yet for my beloved people surrounded me. My parents, my family, my bestfriends. You know, how I feel so damnnn sad for it? :""""""""""(

Ok, I'm in process. Proses ga bisa langsung berhasil. I understand it so damn well. I'm dreaming, I'm trying, I'm doing, I'm efforting, I'm fighting, I'm praying, I'm hoping, I'm realizing. But... everyperson have almost given up, right? Almost ya... Give up? For what? :)

So, whatever the condition. How hurt when you fall. Just stand up, try again. Fall again? Stand up again, try again. No Pain No Gain. Semangat ya :)))

Believe Allah will makes our dreams come true as long as we never stop fighting. Allahuma Amin

Spiritbooster :D

BELIEVE!

Never stop!

Because everything happens for reason

:)

build dreams...

How high your dreams are built? So high, high, medium, low, too low, or may be you never build your dream? ah I don't believe that, everyone have ever built their dreams certainly even too low.

Dreams.

A word with big meaning. A word without it we can't life. A word with it our life can become so wonderful. Right?

So, do you believe Allah creates a person with dreams include him/her?

I do.

Why?

Because how can He gives a person life without that person who survive for it? That person must have reasons for surviving his/her life and that reason is DREAMS.

Banyak contoh, banyak pembuktian.

Coba tanya ke dalam lubuk hati masing-masing, kenapa aku bertahan? Jawabannya sih beda-beda.

1. Aku ingin buat diriku sendiri bahagia, buat apa selama ini aku hidup kalau ga bisa buat diriku sendiri bahagia?

2. Aku ingin buat kedua orang tuaku yg memberikan hidupnya hanya untuk aku bahagia.

3. Aku ingin memperbaiki kesalahanku terhadap mereka.

4. Aku ingin sembuh.

5. Aku ingin buktikan bahwa apa yg mereka pikir terhadapku tuh salah.

6. Aku ingin mengejar ambisiku.

7. Mmm, gengsi dong kalau aku nyerah.

8. Dll

Different answers. That's what called dream, with different reasons. So choose the best dreams for you and make it real, guys :)

“If you want to change who you are, begin by changing the size of your dream. Even if you are broke, it does not cost you anything to dream of being rich. Many poor people are poor because they have given up on dreaming.”

—	Robert Kiyosaki

follow your DREAMS

how can i pass this life without them?

Somepeople are fake, true. But, it's impossible if Allah doesn't create somepeople who are really true for you...

Nur Richa Rea
Paling putih, paling sabar, paling tua di antara kita. Dia lahir tanggal 25 Desember 1995. Umurnya 17 tahun 2  bulan. Salut sama kesabaran dia menghadapi semuanya. Her life, me, other people, and especially a man who she loves, now. Dulu, gue baru 2 bulan aja udah goyah, rubuh, hancur. Tapi dia engga. Dia teguh, tegak, dan gak mudah hancur. How often that man hurts herself, she always gives him her pardon, then start all like nothing happens. One time, finally she cried because that man. "Cha, gue ga tahan liat lu makan hati kaya gini terus. Bentar lagi lu kelas 12, cha. Dia kuliah. Lu mau galau kaya gue waktu itu?" Liat dia nangis malah gue yg jadi emosi jiwa raga. "Yaudah lah gi, jangan negative thinking dulu sama dia. Mungkin salah paham." Dia masih ngebela, salut.

Nurlela Kodriah
Kecil, imut, mukanya masih kaya anak kecil. Dia lahir tanggal 5 Februari 1996. Umurnya 17 tahun 1 bulan. I love her ways supports people surrounded her, her ways makes us smile and laugh, her ways makes us not give up. Her boyfriend is lucky get her.

"Kalo dengerin kata orang terus, kapan majunya gi?"

Dellarosa Hanifa

Lawakannya ga akan pernah lekang oleh waktu. Kalo Ela motivasi, dia lawakan. Dia macho abis. Tapi dia punya pacar ko. Hahaha. Dia lahir tanggal 29 Desember 1996. Umurnya 16 tahun 2 bulan. Dia punya kakak yg tingkat kekocakannya tuh sama kaya dia. Suer deh liat mereka berdua tuh kaka adek yg aneh tapi kocak. Wkwkwk.

Devinna Rose

Paling kalem, lembut, suaranya kecil. We have the same experience in the past. We make both of us stronger :') Dia lahir tanggal 15 September 1996. Umurnya 16 tahun tanggal 15 besok 6 bulan. 

Fifi Sofia Aini

Music addict, gleek, ex behel-user, waiting for IPDN and New York. 19 Juni 1996. 16 tahun 8 bulan. She always gives me information about the latest song. Selalu up to date about out world. She has a warm hug seriously. She who hugs me when i cried on February 14th, 2013. A month ago. She relieves my afraidness.

BESTFRIENDS never stop colouring your life

"She's my bestfriend ofcourse I'm going to tell her everything you just said"

would you mind relieving all this too over suck pains?

"buat orang yg rasa percayanya pernah dikhianatin, percaya sepenuhnya itu susah." - bocah 15 tahun yg sok dewasa, kebelet 17 tahun.

What's really happened in my life...?

Why it seems too over crazy?
Yes, no one can removes all what happened.
No, that drove me to the place i never know before.
At the end of that way, i know what's named...

PAIN

2013

Manusia sok tahu...

2012 BERAKHIR LENGKAP!

Ternyata Allah menyimpan banyak rahasia di balik kesedihan pada awalnya, yang Ia perlihatkan di ujungnya. 

Terlihat manis.

Bukti Allah tak kan membiarkan hambanya dalam keterpurukkan.

Kini, 2013 kupijak...

KUBANGUN MIMPI YANG LEBIH DAN TERKOKOH

JIWA YANG LEBIH DAN TERGAGAH

HATI YANG LEBIH DAN TERTEGAR

SEMANGAT YANG TAK KAN BERHENTI PADAM

DOA YANG TAK KAN BERHENTI TERSIRAT

Allah dan mereka tersayang selalu untukku ;)