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inspiring by You of Ten 2 Five

You did it again 

You did hurt my heart 
I don't know how many times 

Oh you... I don't know what to say 
You've made me so desperately in love 
And now you let me down 

You said you'd never lie again 
You said this time would be so right 
But then I found you were lying there by her side 

Ooh you... You turn my whole life so blue 
Drowning me so deep, I just can reach myself again 
Ooh you... Successfully tore myheart 
Now it's only pieces 
Oh nothing left but pieces of you 

Ooh you frustated me with this love 
I've been trying to understand 
You know I'm trying I'm trying 

Oh you... I don't know what to say 
You've made me so desperately in love 
And now you let me down 

You said you'd never lie again 
You said this time would be so right 
But then I found you were lying there by her side 

Ooh you... You turn my whole life so blue 
Drowning me so deep, I just can reach myself again 
Ooh you... Successfully tore myheart 
Now it's only pieces 
Oh nothing left but pieces of you 

Ooh you... You turn my whole life so blue 
Drowning me so deep, I just can reach myself again 
Ooh you... Successfully tore myheart 
Now it's only pieces 
Oh nothing left but pieces of you 

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You said that I'm your amazing love 

You poked my cheeks softly 

I was smiled by you 

Oh you... I don't know what to say
You've made me so desperately in love
And now you let me down 

You said that you often thought it's so joke in our relationship 

You who hated me past 

But you love me so much 

Ooh you... You turn my whole life so blue
Drowning me so deep, I just can reach myself again
Ooh you... Successfully tore myheart
Now it's only pieces
Oh nothing left but pieces of you

Ooh you frustated me with this love
I've been trying to understand
You know I'm trying I'm trying

Oh you... I don't know what to say
You've made me so desperately in love
And now you let me down 

You said "i love you so much" 
You said that you are lucky have had myself be yours 
You who feel the name of love with the right person refers to me 

Ooh you... You turn my whole life so blue
Drowning me so deep, I just can reach myself again
Ooh you... Successfully tore myheart
Now it's only pieces
Oh nothing left but pieces of you

Ooh you... You turn my whole life so blue
Drowning me so deep, I just can reach myself again
Ooh you... Successfully tore myheart
Now it's only pieces
Oh nothing left but pieces of you 

just thinking

not mind… im still thinking that ppl still will be the last. the last of all. the last of smile like past did cause hm. the last of tired have been like this all long time after i decided to finish all and h’s happy enough for leaving me. fact shows the truth but not mind. i’m still thinking…

terima kasih...

Devinna Rose, Dellarosa Hanifa, Nur Richa Rea, Nurlela Kodriah.

for all that all of you spread...

how much i must say in my life "dejavu go?" ?!

hi bloggy ^^

missing you! hell now, wanna tell about my NIGHTMARE hahaha ennnNIGHTMAREeee *scream*

berawal dari senin malem... senin abis liburan UAS

DISGUSS!!! besok ada 2 ulangan dan 1 tugas. penjabaran : 1 ulangan ekonomi ☒ + 1 ulangan biologi ☒ = 2 ulangan dan 1 tugas grafik matematika y = sin 3X ☑ sebenernya bukan itu~^^ GALAU... cuma satukatalimahuruf itu tapi efeknya LUAR BIASA.

ya... just because that. cuma bisa diem, ngulet, stay on hape screen, tweeting, buka buku bio bentar baca lumut, teu karuan deui, balik lagi ke hape. entah ngapain... terus sejenak terbersit seutas kata-kata buat ngetweet kaya gini saking capeknya... finally and i do that

"may Allah makes a reply as nice as what i feel wrong today"

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masih di malam yg sama *di alam mimpi ya ceritanya*

*jedarjederjedarjederasdfghjklhahkecelakaan?*

*bangunbangun*

jam12an : astagfirullah... perasaan tadi tidurnya baca doa deh. ke kulkas minum dulu setengah botol terus balik tidur lagi.

*lanjutin*

*gigifdhlkclkngi...*

*bangunlagi, ternyata udah setengah 6 jendela atas udah terang*

astagfirullah... bangun gi bangun. *cuma bisa nyebut terus berusaha cuek sama itu mimpi, lagian cuma mimpi... toh?*

udah di sekolah nih ceritanya...

bel Smavo, sekolahku tercinta sekarang ini, yg bunyinya kaya kalo mau naik kereta itu udah bunyi sekali tanda jam pelajaran ekonomi berakhir. Ngantuknyah... *buka hape* 1 new message, Nur Richa Rea. tumben... *baca isinya* ... *tarik nafas*

kenapa Allah ngasih feelingnya ke aku bukan ke orangnya? aku siapa? entahlah... aku capek.

selasa malem...

seberapa besar ya ini rasa egois, seberapa besar rasa ketidakpedulian sama orang lain, orang lain. ya... cukup tau sekedar buat ngirim sms duakata3huruf-6huruf itu aja, ITU AJA TUH TERJANGAN! :') jalan sampe jam11 untung ya untunggg banget ketiduran. ketiduran... mimpi lagi. mimpi tangannya diperban. apa coba...

rabu

do this day flat happily enough without see him yuhyuhyuh

kamis

like usual... before start the lesson, ngelamun dulu di depan kelas. entah, dari esempe sampe sekarang susah banget ngilangin bad habit yg satu ini. enak sih... ngosongin pikiran. kali ini episode ngelamun sambil belajar b.indo soalnya nanti mau ulangan b.indo -_- tiba-tiba Ajeng a.k.a menel ngambil buku b.indo catetan usang yg lagi gue baca eh diemin! ujung-ujungnya berantem uuu kaya bocil rebut-rebutan buku. That time, there is a people do a half run. Still quarelling with menel, i see like i knew that people so well. ahhh, my eyes! blur you poor you when i need! AHHH HIS HAND! perban.....

ya once again, i think. kan udah pernah bilang, i effort not to care him as far as i can~ but the fact?

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